"do unto others what you would have them do unto you"



if there was ever a christian saying drilled into my head, that i actually agreed with, it would be this one. amongst a fistful of others. not many mind you. so many of their sayings have little 'clauses' and loop holes i find it hard to believe in the first part if the second is bull or believe in the first when its full of bull and agree with the second...


i think you get what im saying lol


anyway


i apply this to a lot of things i do in life. i consciously think it, as well as subconsciously.

but i was reading through a book, more like speed browsing lol, i found a part that talked about abused horses. it says to start with kindness, earn their trust and be able to be a calming factor with them before you try to train again. so.

i am going to apply this with my new horse copper, but even more so than what i already do.

he's staying out of training for now.
he and i are just going to chill together right next to his pasture right in sight of his buddies, even WITH them if he likes. just hanging out and being together.
ill bring apples and goodies in a bucket for him. hand feeding is evil.

they start to nuzzle and nip lol.


anyway. cheveyo man handled me today so im exhausted. lol

i look at him with a new light now, knowing his real age scale. he's like 8 to 9 months old. 3 months less than i thought he was. tell you the truth that makes a lot of difference.

that means he was maybe 6 months old when i first met him.

sheesh. he's such a love. but today he learned i will trust him not to bite me or kick me if he trusts me to touch his legs. i held his front feet but i keep forgetting how to handle the back ones. im afraid im gonna hurt him. lol which is stupid i should be more afraid of him hurting me...but im only slightly afraid of that when im in his front area....ive SEEN him almost kick his chest trying to get at the cats lol

poor alibi's eye is no better, a few days back she started showing signs of an infection. somehow she has hurt it and its slowly absessing.

im worried she is going to loose it.

im determined to take her in if i dont hear about it by friday. i dont care what is said. ill pay for the bill. id be happy to. animals should not be made to suffer.
to me, they are like children, babies, the innocence and devotion you receive from an animal isn't rivaled by many things. so i hold them in high regard.

maybe thats why i love adding cat tails and ears to everything.

they mean more than what you would really think.

they mean lack of judgement, of cruelty, of dishonesty, it means, grace, love and devotion.

so yeah.

hm


lol


if you cant tell i took a muscle relaxer so my tongue is just a wagging away in my head. i needed an outlet.

IGNORE ME!!!! lol


i heart venture brothers. doctor girlfriend is the shit. her muppets freak me the fuck out, but i still fucking adore that woman. =3 she is awesome and inspiring.

TTFN loves!